My birthday yesterday

I was 55 years old yesterday. I worked all day and went for dinner with Emily in the evening at Leo's. Then I went for a drink with with Tim. This morning Avril said she was worried about my health and should get a check up! What's that all about? She says I'm forgetful. I don't think so but it's really weird. The more you say you are OK, the more it sounds like you're being defensive and/or covering up inadequacies. Maybe she's right, but I don't think so. I think I just want to withdraw a little from day to day practice.
I can't remember when I last looked forward to seeing my partners!