Change is a foot

Dear followers,
The last few weeks have been very difficult for me and it has become very clear that I can no longer work with my partners. This space is too public to record the detail, but I fear that the relationship has broken down. My quandry is what to do now.
I have to work at least two sessions a week in a central Manchester practice to be able to undertake the job of clinical director. This is my priority. However, there are other even more exciting options which I wont go into at this stage.
It is interesting that once the fear is gone, in this case of leaving the comfort of the partnership, all sorts of options become available as your imagination begins to take change. The fear had blocked the imagination, and now it is free and wild again. So I might take a brief financial hit, but not for long. Remember I've done it before. The fear of divorce is worse than the event intself, I should know. In the end, doing the right thing by yourself is the most important thing.
There's a song that Dido, of all people, does that has helped through times of trouble like this. It is about a broken relationship, and has the words 'I promise you you'll see the sun again'. I've been playing it to myself a lot the last week.
The theme in church at the moment is 'lament' which is such a great word. i think I'm emerging from the lament phase again. We'll see